Growing desperate, please help! (album art font id)

January 4Jan 4

Hello I have many details that I hope help identify this! I have been using this font for pictures and album covers and my desktop background. I believe I created the first one in 2020. And the most recent was probably 2022 or 2023. I think I used Adobe Photoshop but I am not sure. Two things give me this idea: I don't know what other program I could have used to edit the pictures other than photoshop, I don't own editing software that I know of other than Adobe Photoshop and Premiere Pro, and in some pictures I somehow gave the font an effect where it was the inverted color of the background it was on, and when I open up Photoshop, when I highlight text in a new textbox, it seems to do the same effect, where what I highlighted is the inverted color of the background the text is on.
Although all the letters are displayed as uppercase letters, this style of font actually uses the uppercase letters for all the letters. But it places the most dramatic swashes on the actual uppercase letters.
For the pictures, here is the way I typed them:
Czar La Rise
Fragments Of A Dream Deferred
Samuel Breaks
Oriri Cotidie
Garuda Born
Valen's Rift
Chiron

Why I'm desperate: I haven't made any new content for years, but it's been the only one I ever used so far, so I want to be consistent. I have already made over 21 songs across 3 albums, so I genuinely feel like I need to use this font again.
I have asked ChatGPT for help, but it told me since it's rasterized data, it can't identify it anymore. The closest it got was FAR from it. I tried using whatthefont and the squirrel matcherate website, and I even went to the Adobe font identifier website. I can't find this font anywhere!
ChatGPT began to accuse me of having did something custom and manual to the base font, or that I uploaded my own handwriting, or that I downloaded or installed some 3rd party software. None of that is true. I simply scrolled through all the font selections.
It then said that I MUST have done something to alter this font dramatically and that I cannot remember, but that's so false. I'm not even that good at editing pictures, so I know for a fact I just chose one of the default fonts. I wouldn't even know how to begin to customize a font beyond choosing it from the drop down menu. Well, I can add a shadow and change the color but that's pretty much as complex as I can get.
I don't understand why I can't find this font. It's absolutely frustrating, it's 2:25 AM right now and I've been looking for this font for the last 5 hours.
Please help.
Let me know if there's more information that could possibly help to find this.